quasimodo wrote:
Fzabkar,
I think that you are going a little to far. If you and some other members have some personal issues then you should work this out in private. Also, please do not speak for the entire forum, Thank you!!!
I apologise if my outburst seems disproportionate to the criticism I have received. In my defence, I ask people to see my reaction, not in the context of this single thread, but in the totality of my experience in this forum.
I understand there are good people in the industry, and I have been contacted privately by some. Kudos to them. Hopefully they will understand that it is not my intention to tar everyone with the same brush.
That said, while you, quasimodo, claim to be different, your ridicule says otherwise. The reason I have plenty of time is that I am retired (and tired). I care for two people who rely on me for their medical emergencies, and for many other things. I see this forum, and others, as a way to keep my brain active (and to stave off Alzheimer's).
Since my first day at this forum, I have been ridiculed. The fact that I like to help people is derided. In fact, an entire thread has been dedicated to this. Incredibly, I have even been abused by a "guru" for daring to help him, even when my advice was correct, and given in good faith. I have been ridiculed for providing detailed explanations (aka "spoon feeding"). I have been ridiculed for providing copious references, the reason being that a "guru's" statement should be sufficient in itself.
Your charge that I have a "humongous ego" is both bewildering and hurtful. Arrogance is the human character flaw that I despise the most. I see it as the precursor to all other character flaws. If it appears that I enjoy a battle of wits with the "gurus", then you misunderstand me. I merely use the opportunity to deflate overblown egos, and to bring self indulgent "gurus" back down to earth. I accept that I am relatively ignorant about modern hard drive technology, but I'm not stupid. The age of the polymath is well and truly in the past. Today the most that anyone can aspire to, is to know a little about a lot, or a lot about a little. I expect that I'll only ever know a little about a little. "Gurus" need to know that not every visitor to this group comes as a beggar or a leech, to beg or steal scraps from the master's table. Some have knowledge, and experience, that can complement their own. In fact, I've even had to show a "guru" how to use a multimeter. I, myself, have benefited a great deal from the tutelage of much younger colleagues, and I am grateful for their patience and understanding. I have an engineering degree, but I admit that the only good thing about having one is that I don't have to worry about not having one.
As for my electronics knowledge, I don't even remotely claim to be a "guru". I despise such terms. In fact I have repeatedly stated that my electronic contributions are nothing more than standard troubleshooting techniques that every junior technician knows, or should know. Every TV or AV guru knows how to test a uP based circuit. Every technician knows how to test and repair a switchmode PSU, especially something as manifestly simple as a stepdown regulator on a hard drive PCB. These are no more complicated than what you'll find in a car charger for a mobile phone. Other than that, my contributions have been largely to do with TVS diodes and serial EEPROMs, and the Seagate 7200.11 bug fix.
My impression of the DR industry is that it is extremely precarious. It is steeped in FUD and mystique, precisely to intimidate the public, and to protect its own fragile "secrets". In general I have no problem with the amounts of money been charged for DR work. A person can demand a lot, without being rapacious. I would be a hyprocrite if I were to criticise the DR fraternity on this basis alone. In fact I earned much more in my time, and that was 25 years ago.
The strangest thing that a "guru" said to me was by way of a PM, in which s/he expressed the fear that I would divulge precious secrets to the wider community. Is the DR industry seriously dependent on shorted diodes and serial EEPROMs for its economic viability? Are DR "gurus" really that insecure? To this day, I still don't know how to respond to this person.
In fact, I'm in a quandary as to how to respond to the DR fraternity as a whole. I suppose I should look for positives. For example, if bad people hate me, then that's a double negative, which means it must be a good thing. OTOH, if bad people were to love me, then that would be disconcerting, and would warrant some serious soul searching.
That said, I often think that it would have been better to have lived my life as a sociopathic hedonist. Unburdened by conscience, I would have trampled all over everyone to get whatever I wanted. People would have hated me, but at least I would have had their respect.